ang aking alaga

dahil inggitero ako sa mga blog na may pet, eto ang version ko.

hehehe yan si susie a.k.a kulet, siya lang naman ang 3rd generation ng pusa sa family namin.

si kulet din ang first male cat na inalagaan ko...

dahil lalaki, mahilig din siyang lumaboy at makipag away sa mga pusa sa kalye namin.

kaya ayan... may sugat sya sa mukha.

infairness malambing tong alaga ko.

hay...

im so proud of him. kaya sya ang unang entry ko this 2009.

wait nyo na lang next entry ko... may pagka-emo yun.

peace out!

happy new year everyone!!!

for you i will

take this ring as a symbol of my love and faithfulness...

this will bind our two hearts together,

wear this always to remind you how much i care for you.

i will forever cherish you, your lips, your eyes,everything about you.

you are my imperative to live...you brought my life back.

without you i will be lost forever.

your my reason for breathing, for living.

you make me realized how beautiful life is, now i am seeing things in a different way.

you add color to my life.
i promised you that i will take care of you.

i will love you until the end of time.

my life started when i loved you and thats how i want it to end.

-bj tuazon
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dedicated to kaku..

FOR YOU I WILL - MONICA

Yes, when you're feeling lost in the night

When you feel your world just ain't right

Call on me, I will be waiting

Count on me, I will be there

Anytime the times get too tough

Anytime your best ain't enough

I'll be the one to make it better

I'll be there to protect you, see you through

I'll be there, and there is nothing, I won't do

*** I will cross the ocean for you

I will go and bring you the moon

I will be your hero, your strength, anything you need

I will be the sun in your sky

I will light your way for all time, promise you

For you I will, yes yeah, yeah

I will shield your heart from the rain

I won't let no harm come your way

Oh, these arms will be your shelter

No, these arms won't let you down

If there is a mountain to move

I will move that mountain for you
I'm here for you, I'm here forever

I will be your fortress tall and strong

I'll keep you safe, I'll stand beside you right or wrong (rpt ***)

For you i will lay my life on the line,

for you I will fight, oh For you I will die,

with every breath, with all my soul

I'll give my word, I'll give it all

Put your faith in me, put your faith in me

And I'll do anything...oh... (rpt ***)

I will... oh... (rpt ***)

Christmas = Love

well i guess its true,
Christmas = Love.

hmmm... malamig na ang simoy ng hangin, na-aamoy ko na din ang bagong lutong puto-bumbong. Pasko na nga.
hay, this will be my first Christmas without my dad, sad... but im just thinking that he is in a better place now, happy with our creator, watching over us. to tell you honestly, its hard. pero i know na death, like being born, is part of life's cycle...

what happened made me realized what's the true essence of Christmas.
Before, i was seeing it as a time for family reunions, gift-giving and celebration.
But now, i realized that its not just about the celebration, the mouth-watering food on our table but the most special thing is the moment we spent with our loved ones.
masaya na lahat kayo ay nandun sa moment na yun, sharing stories and laughing about stuff while preparing the food that you will share sa noche buena.. yung preparation and yung mga funny moments nyo...
then all of you will go to mass, to give thanks to the Lord, yung moment kung san lahat kayo sama-samang magdadasal at hihingi ng pasasalamat sa ating lumikha...
after mass, you will enjoy the meal that you all helped to prepare.
tas yung moment na mag exchange kayo ng gifts, and everyone will just simply enjoy the moment.

masarap yung ganun...

"dad, we will surely miss you this Christmas, the laughter you bring to the house, the stories you will share and the comfort that only you, can give. we miss you..."

kasal-kasali-kasalo?

dahil meron akong last-movie syndrome, eto ang entry ko...

KASAL.

Congrats and best wishes sa aking mga kaibigan na si Anie Fe Banawa and Ryan Samortin. I never imagine that you will end up with each other's arms, isipin mo yun, in the end... true love pa rin ang nagtagumpay.
Saludo ako sa inyo, despite all the trials that you have faced, matibay pa rin kayong dalawa.
Keep the love and compassion going, we will always be here for the both of you.

KASALI.

kasali na nga pala ulit ako sa mga "CALLBOYS". Yup you read it right, nagwowork na ulit ako sa isang BPO company. eto yung reason bakit di ako masyadong nag-update dito sa aking tahanan. Adjusted na ulit ang buhay ko, mejo mahirap sa una pero kailangan, after my dad died, i need a stable income para mabuhay ako at mapag-aral si bunso.
kaya ikaw bunso (alam ko naman na binabasa mo tong blog ko) mag-aral ka ng mabuti, yan lang kaya kong pamana sayo (wosshooo). hehehe

KASALO.

hay. mejo na-iirita ako sa mga bagay-bagay na bumabagabag sakin, di ko lam bakit ganito?
i know that he loves me, and im sure na mahal ko din sya, pero bakit kaya ako nagseselos sa mga past relationships nya??? help dr. love!!!
well, i know this is not good, pero as far as im concerned, contented ako sa kanya, at sa takbo ng relasyon namin, i just hope that we end up like ryan and anya...
just hoping and wishing that someday we will end up to have each other's arms...
kaya mga nag-tatangkang maging KASALO???
back off - b*tch!!!
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o sya tama na to, SAKAL, SAKALI, SAKLOLO na susunod.
sweeeeet!

award-winning ver.1

muli ako ay nagbabalik, matapos ma-haggard sa work.
punyetang work yan nakakasira ng pag-blog hehehe.

nga pala,
salamat kay kuya rj sa mga karangalan na kanyang itinampok para sa aking blog.
kahit papano pala may nakaka-appreciate ng aking mga pinag-susulat dito.

unang karangalan:
Candle of Love, Hope and Friendship.
kuya ice maraming salamat sa karangalan na ito, one month na syang wala, missing him so badly!
pero as you've said.. reality talaga. pero from the moment he passed away, it made me realized so many things, hehehe.

pangalawang karangalan:
The Smile Stone Award – for showing kindness and spreading happiness.
eto medyo nakakagulat tong award na to, hehehe isipin nyo naman sa lahat ng emo entry ko dito nakatanggap pa ko nang ganitong award. hehehe, sabagay minsan naman yung mga emo entry ko eh dala na rin ng kagagahan at katangahan, kaya ok na rin. so lets just spread this.

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first, i wanna say thank you to God, for giving me this chance to shine.
second, to my family, for supporting me all the way.
to kami-kami tropa for all the kakulitan and kaletsehan sa life ko,
to kambal, for my outfit, to marie for my hair and make-up...
to everyone...
thank you!
thank you!
thank you araneta. (regine version)